perareika

i've started making traditional art/comics again and yes this is good.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

random cutie

all apologies

this was funnier when i was high

Oh my god i was looking through my ancient scans and i found comics about my old OC ahhhhh this is so cute, I wanna make a post about it :3 so basically this story is about a boy, Jonathan, who comes out to his parents (he's gay) and they reject him so he runs away from home. He meets some cool people that like the same music that he does, and they all hang out and stuff. It's about sexuality and breaking heteronormativity and fitting in and also kinda about drugs since they drink a lot and smoke pot. some of these are in finnish, sorry! Also, I know the art kinda sucks and it's way too yaoifangirl-y for my taste, but I was like 15 when I made these, hahah so yeah that's a cute lil thingy i had. i wrote about 24 pages of manuscript by hand in english when i wanted to make this comic but then stuff happened and i stopped. but i still remember the plot. I'd love to start this project again :3

random comix and shit i have forgotten to post wow most of these are from like 4-6 months ago

random drawingz part 437284720

sad

yes i've posted about masturbating like three times but this is by far the most personal comic i've put on this blog

so i drew instead

i really like how i made her lips tbh

doodle yo

i'm just whining again

oh man i accidentally drew this super hot fuckin guy out of nowhere. jesus christ

w0w i went outside the house for once????? and it was nice?????? also i have a septum piercing now ?!?!?!? this is the first time in like 1,5 years that i've had friends so i'm pathetically psyched

"can i tattoo a cunt on you" "sure"

Changed the header & background again, i couldn't stand looking at that face any more. But yeah since I needed to crop the picture a lot for the header, I'mma post them up here too. Uncolored version Colored version ... and one that I edited a little afterwards.

a bunch of drawings from last week i've been too lazy too scan until now

i'm sure a lot of people can relate to this

so i took some shrooms and thought i was virgin mary dont do drugs kids i have some weird subconcious fears about turning christian and shit and i think i took some of the messages i received from my mind a little too seriously idk

idk comix

i wanna make a part 2 of this at some point

Sorry I haven't been updating! I was visiting Nico, then when I came back I had to pack my stuff in a day, then I was at my mom's place and my computer was broken, and now I've FINALLY moved and I have a working computer. Here's a lil drawing I've been meaning to post for like two weeks. Comic about moving to a new city coming soon!! :) Me when i was 16 vs me now. From the days when i tried to look like a neat, smart young adult, to the days when I look like shit but I don't care.

shitty comix 2k14

if youre any of those dudes hmu i wanna braid your hair

Yaaay, my tablet still works and I have Photoshop so I can draw colourful things again. Here's a little doodle.

existental dread

when my roommates are having people over

I NEED TO ANGST LESS AND DRAW MORE BUT IT IS HARD WHEN YOU HAVE NO MOTIVATION

COMPUTER WORKING. MUST DRAW AND SCAN AND POST. MUST SET UP A FREQUENT QUEUE SO MY BLOG UPDATES EVENLY. ANNOYED BY CONSTANT NEED OF ROMANCE AND TOUCHING. MUST FIND A SUMMER PARTNER WHO LETS ME KISS THEM AND STUFF.

doodle time as you can see, i've been reading about the middle ages and renaissance lately~

i felt like making this in finnish, so i made it in finnish :3 Mä oon huomannu sen mm. itestäni ja mun läheisistä, että rakastuminen on usein jokin mikä enemmänkin toimii kääntämään huomion pois itsestään ja ongelmistaan kuin spontaanina reaktiona siihen miten ihana joku on. Mä oon ollu parissa pitkässä suhteessa ja oon kokenu kuinka hyvin se on toiminu, koska mä muutenki oon sellasta roikkuvaa ja rakastavaa sorttia, niin sit ku oon taukoomatta ollu jossain kiinni tyyliin puol vuotta, ja joudunki nukkuu yhen yön yksin, nii kaikki sinkkuajan masennus palaa takas kerralla, niinku kasoittain roskaa jotka tunkee pakolla kaappiin ja sulkee oven, ei ne sieltä katoa mihinkään. Lopulta se ovi pitää avata ja kaikki kaatuu niskaan. Sit ku oma kulta tulee takasin viekkuun niin taas on ihanaa eikä tarvi huolehtii siitä miten paljon vihaa itteensä. Kunnes tulee ero ja joutuu yhtäkkii olemaan yksin ajatustensa kanssa. Jotenki rakkaus vaan toimii niinku huume, ja varmaan useimmat meistä joilla on tosiaan niitä mörköjä kaapissa, käyttää hyväkseen sen antamaa euforiaa. Mä oon viimeaikoina toiminu yhdelle tällaiselle epävakaalle persoonalle semmosena rakkauden objektina, eikä mulle todellakaan tullu siitä rakastettu olo, päinvastoin. Musta tuntuu edelleen helvetin käytetyltä. Mutta loppujenlopuks, eihän siinä voi yksilöitä syyttää, kun meidän koko romantiikkakulttuuri kulminoituu itsetuhoiseen rakkauteen, jossa omaa minuutta ei ole koskaan ollutkaan olemassa, oot vaan joku kävelevä puolikas joka tarvitsee tulla täydennetyks, muuten onnellisuus ei ole fyysisesti mahdollista sulle, ja elämä on turha ja hukkaanheitetty jos ei ole sormusta nimettömässä. Mun mielestä tää on täyttä skeidaa, niinku kaikki "perhearvot" jossa siniselle on pinkki, miehelle on nainen, yhdelle toinen, ja kaikki siitä sivuava on epämoraalista. Tässä modernissa romantiikassa ei ole mitään epäitsekästä, se on nimenomaan helvetin itsekästä ja vahingollista. Ja sen enempää menemättä sisälle monimutkaisempiin aiheisiin, se on myös äärimmäisen seksististä. Mä en aio enää mennä suhteisiin sillon ku mulla on liikaa ongelmia itteni kanssa vaan koska en osaa kieltäytyä siitä ku joku tykkää musta. Mä aion tunnustella mun fiiliksiä ja olla kriittinen omia halujani kohtaan ja kokeilla parhaani mukaan sellasta seurustelutyyliä, missä en tuudittaudu jonkun syliin niinku maa olis laavaa ja mua pitäis kuljettaa sen yli että pääsen elämässä eteenpäin. Mä haluun rakastua niin että osaisin kulkee ihmisen vierellä elämässä enkä roikkua tyypin lahkeessa kiinni.

summertime sadness

i tried out a bunch of brushes for this it was really fun i am very excited about having grown taller. very good. thank you body for expanding in height. i am getting more powerful. ((our current height difference is, in reality, barely noticeable, but i felt like a giant and that is what matters))

kids are fun to draw and skintones are difficult

i just hope this goes away soon

so i drew a random person for fun and ended up making the stupidest comic of my life i spent way too much time on this what is my life

my little anxieties: friendship is difficult

i just wanna go home and pay my overdue bills thank god i brought my tablet

this is the original draw this is the one with edited colors i cant decide which i like more so i put both here

sorry the text is kinda hard 2 read. so clickety click on the pic to see it bigger

[muffled Rich Bitch softly playing in the background]

random selfie time

i set up a queue so this blog won't be completely dead while i'm gone B)

i accidentally tried some old markers behind this page but whatever it's grunge

i meant to do a comic but i was too sad to draw

drawing myself with a penis is too much fun

(well i'm sure someone cares a bit at least but anyway)

no regrets, just love

random lyrics feat. random scribbles

yay furry porn. also holy shit i'm so bad at drawing anatomy

i was there last year too but simply being surrounded with comic books just gets me all tingly.

contemporary art

there are no characters i ship more than these two shitty OC's of mine. fuck. i'm sorry

this is missing many, many haircolors, and my hair isnt blue yet (im dyeing it this week tho) but otherwise it's pretty accurate, for the clothes and attitude and everything.

not sure which version i like the best, so have them all.

i like having murri with me when i meet other people, since i can't read situations and i'm weird and tense and bad with words, while he's a pro at that stuff and totally saves my ass every time. (i apologize for suddenly being inactive for 2 weeks btw, i've been preoccupied with watching 'it's always sunny in philadelphia' like two times over oops)

i did a little painting.

decided to make one of my notes into a comic heyyyyy death is scary

my fashion sense is amazing. also my shoes should be included but whatever

random cute girls

i'm getting a new tablet pen like, this week, and then i'll be posting more often! yay!

the gays

ugh coloring is so fucking hard BUT I MUST PRACTICE

this is such a weird comic i was so sleepy when i drew it. wtf

i dont wanna talk about it bye

i am literally an actual comic book character fuck yall

i prefer to stay in my safe little bubble void of bigotry

i didnt even have to ask. #bros4lyf

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