Varoituksen sanana: Artikkelissa on itsevahingoittamis-ideoita, ja henkistä pahaa oloa.
En ole vaaraksi itselleni, enkä muille.
Warning: This article contains thoughts of self harm. I am not a threat to myself or to others.
I tried to be hopefully positive in my hobbies.
Me thinking: "Maybe I will get a lovely message tomorrow."
I spoke about it in the forums too.
Then I found out, people had misinterpreted my attitude.
Moderator: "If you could be less passive-aggressive?"
I tried to learn and adapt.
Me: "For now on, I will try to acknowledge my behavior better!"
But I ended up getting a panic attack, anyway.
Me: "If positive hopefulness is not alright, what other choices do I have?
Giving everyone some icy hard time?"
Release me from this, or at least take the knives away!
