"I was supposed to vent about how annoying it is when people diss themselves.
I don't have the energy to vent. I am just saying, that there is no use dissing one self, because it only makes one feel bad."
"It took me over twenty years to build my self confidence on this level.
I AM self confident; my confidence is just made out of fragile material."
Thinking: "What can I even say or think, when someone I hold in greater regard disses themselves?"
Some person: "I am just so unbelievably ugly and fat! My fat makes me ugly!"
[I am over two times fatter]
Me thinking: "If they think fat people are ugly, then why are they my friend?
Maybe I am supposed to build up their ego?
Am I just some oddball freak? They think I am the size of planet Jupiter they most likely insult me behind my back..."
Me out loud: "Everything is fine!"
Me thinking: "This hurts, this hurts!"
[faint crackling]
"But my point is, that accepting one's self makes one feel better.
Media claims that fat is ugly, and that is utter BULLSHIT.
You are enough as you are.
If someone says otherwise, they can suck an egg!"
